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Saturday, November 30, 2013

Another trip~

Kelantan -KL- Fraser Hill- Kelantan

Alhamdulillah my boss luluskan cuti 3 hari. Walaupun tengah tagging kat posting baru ni, bos luluskan cuti. Syukur alhamdulillah. Dapat buat family gathering kat kl, berkumpul kat my sis house.

Activity utama mommy kat sana---> shopping. Year end sale da start, memang sakan la mommy shopping. Best giler. Dalam banyak2 shopping, baju dan barang2 adik aisyah paling banyak. Kalah mommy mek aisyah ni, hehe.

Barang2 dan pakaian baby kt kl memang murah dan banyak choice. Seronok shopping kat sana. Adik aisyah pun happy je sepanjang kat sana. Dapat kenal tempat baru, dapat tgk ramai org. Last mommy pegi sana masa ngah pregnant, so this is first time for aisyah pegi kl.

Mommy sempat pegi sogo and midvalley je. Bnyak tempat lain tak sempat nak pegi. Huhu... Mommy sempat bawak aisyah naik lrt and komuter kat sana. Luckily mommy pegi masa weekdays, so org tak ramai masa dalam tren. Alhamdulillah, diorang semua memahami. Bila nampak sy pegang baby je, terus bangun bagi seat kat saya. Alhamdulillah. Rakyat malaysia masih perihatin dan sensitif. Syukur Allah permudahkan urusan kami di sana.

3rd day kami bertolak pulang ke kelantan. On the way balik, kami singgah ke Fraser Hill. Saja bawak adik2 dan aisyah jalan2. Takde pape pn kat atas tu kecuali permandangan yang cantik. Memandangkan adik bongsu laki dan pmpuan saya tak pernah pegi sana, so kitorg gagahkan diri jgak la panjat Fraser Hill tu. jalan dia Allah je yang tahu, macam ular kena palu. Memang pusing2, sampaikan mommy beberapa kali muntah. Mencabar giler nak naik atas. Da smpai atas tu, mood da spoiled da gara2 severe vomiting. Tapi adik aisyah maintain happy. Kat atas sana memang la sgt sejukkkk. Lagi la aisyah tu happy. Dia tak boleh panas2 ni, rimas. Hehe...

Kami sampai kat tanah merah da pukul 1 pagi lebih da. The next morning saya kerja. Memang penat jgak la, tapi worth it. Hehe..

Pics ada skit je dalam iphone sy ni, banyak dalam ipad abi. Later I upload pics.




Sunday, November 24, 2013

Finished my surgical posting :)

Alhamdulillah
Alhamdulillah
Alhamdulillah

Today officially I finished my 5th posting which is surgical posting. Alhamdulillah Allah ease my journey in this posting. Hopefully I will remember all the ilmu that be taught by my bosses and colleges during my time in this posting. Only Allah can repay all your kindness.

Despite all the difficulties and challenges that I faced, dengan kuasa Allah, I manage to pass this posting. It make me more stronger everyday. Alhamdulillah.

Tomorrow I will enter new posting which is Emergency Department (ED). Hopefully Allah will ease my journey in this new posting. Thank you Allah for everything.

Like Prof Muhaya said, if we cherish and be grateful in every joy that Allah gave us in our life, more good things will come in future. Alhamdulillah. MasyaAllah.

I hope Allah will choose me to be a real Muslimah Doctor. Still felt diri ini tak layak untuk dapat gelaran ini T.T
InsyaAllah, istiqomah in ibadah.




Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Life is but a dream

Just be patient
Just keep smiling
Just follow the flow
Bla bla bla

Yup, easy to say :)
But they are right actually. Life is too short for something that not important.

I read an article/ fb post from Dato' Fadhilah Kamsah about stress. The characteristic of person that easier to get sress- perfectionist, anxious, and many more. Just like myself, my father said that i'm a perfectionist and anxious person, thats why I'm easier to get stress. But a good thing about being perfectionist is that I will put all my effort until I get what I want in my life.

In my job, my boss like those who are perfectionist in treating their patient. Hehehe.... My friends said i'm a boss favorite, hahahha... Is it? I don't know, but if it is, then alhamdulillah... Hehehe.

Life is but a dream
I quote this from a baby song in baby's app in my phone which i downloaded for Aisyah. It's from fisher price. Quite a good advice actually. No matter how hard, how difficult your life is, you have to face it and stop day dream. Hehe

I'm enjoying my life, my job. Syukur alhamdulillah I have a comfortable life. I have my whole life ahead of me and I already plan what I'm going to do with my life. Hope Allah will ease my journey and bless me and my family with his rahmat.

Toodles~



Day 3 Aisyah is warded :(

Fikiran kacau, hati kacau, jiwa kacau.. Huhu

Hari ni aisyah still warded, da 3 hari... Malam ni sy oncall.. Serabut rasa otak ni, huhu. Mengenangkan anak yg kecik tu. my mom pulak yg akan jaga aisyah malam ni. Kesiannyaaaa kat aisyah. Tanpa mommy masa tengah sakit ni. Mommy mintak maaf sayang. Huhuhu T.T

Progress kesihatan aisyah makin beransur pulih. Hari ni ada occasional rhonci je. No more signs of respiratory distress, no more wheezing. Hari ni da tukar from neb 4hourly to MDI salbutamol 4 hourly. Aisyah susah sikit nk biasakn diri pakai spacer masa ambik MDI tu. takpe sayang, slow2 deh... Mommy love u sooo much.

Esok lepas kerja mommy pegi jumpa aisyah. Can't wait. Cepatla masa berlu malam ni. Harap2 esok cepat habis morning round. Nk rush to hrpz jumpa my baby.... :( :( :( rinduuuu sgt2. T.T

Monday, November 11, 2013

Day 2 aisyah in ward

Hari ni day 2 aisyah is warded at hrpz..
Alhamdulillah hari ni my boss bagi EL. Kawan2 pon supportive.. if sy EL, tinggal 2 org je keje harini but diorg okey and supportive. Tq kawan2 ku:)

Aisyah nampak makin active hari ni. Da bole main. Tapi td aisyah still vomit, sekali je la vomit. Neb still 4 hourly, oxygen still on, xleh nak wean down lagi.
As long progress aisyah is good, alhamdulillah...





Sunday, November 10, 2013

Aisyah is warded :(

My only little princess get admitted today because of lung infection or bronchopneumonia. So sad. She's been having runny nose for a week, fever and cough for 3 days and difficulty in breathing plus noisy breathing for 2 days, worsening today...

Already had nebulizer for 3 times yesterday, 3 times today but the symptoms still not resolved. So I brought her to HRPZ2, and she was admitted. Chest X-ray also suggestive of lung infection.

Unfortunately mommy is working tomorrow. Cannot accompany Aisyah in ward tonight. Tok umi and tok abah will accompany my little one tonight. TearsT.T

She's a good girl. Despite having difficulty in breathing, cough and everything, she still smiling to the doctors and staff there. Even in ward she still smiling, but a bit traumatic after being injected few times for the branula and blood taking.

I missed her a lot now. Now i'm in our kuaters alone, while my husband go to see bola at kedai makan. Bola is number one. game is more important. running man is more enjoyable. And I'm alone. Always like this. Sabar jela.. Huhu


Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Majlis aqiqah Aisyah~

Sabtu lepas 2/11/13- majlis aqiqah anakanda sy yg sorang tu.. Buat sekali dengan anak sedara- Muhammad Daris.

Alhamdulillah, setelah beberapa kali plan and cancel, lastnya dengan izin Allah dapat jugak buat majlis aqiqah ni. Simple je majlisnya.

Majlis berjalan lancar. Thanks kepada semua yg hadir memeriahkan majlis. Seronok bila sekali sekala berkumpul ramai2 gini. Tapi sedih jgak sebab ada sorang adik laki xleh dtg sebab keje kt KL, xdapat cuti, huhu.


The next day, ari ahad, off day mommy. Pe lagi, mommy gunakan dengan sebaiknya. Shopping dan spa... Yeayyyy! Hehe

Da lama gler xpegi spa. Kali ni ambil package full body plus hair terus. Puas hati. Dapat buat full body massage, sauna, body scrub and masker, mandi bunga dan inai rambut.. Best..,relaxxx sangat2.. Badan pn terasa bersih dan segar. Kulit rasa mcam halus je lpas kna scrub dan masker tu.. Puas hati :)